Dear Glenn,
First, St. Paul called himself ignorant because of his unbelief but did not elaborate on whether or not his ignorance was voluntary or involuntary.
Remaining ignorant of a truth purposefully is a sin in itself, and is something that he, and all of us, may have done.
- Another thing to consider . . . even if St. Paul's lack of faith was not voluntary in any way, does that give him the moral right to persecute and condone the killings of innocent people?
Natural law, written in everyone's heart, condemns this. Therefore, I would say, St. Paul wasn't saying his ignorance of the faith kept him from guilt. If that were the case, he would need no mercy. God's abundant mercy would apply very much to you too.
It is especially the case when we know something is wrong, and we do it anyway, that God holds out His mercy and desires us to seek it through the Sacrament of Confession.
Look at the parable of the Prodigal Son (Luke 15:11-32). There is no sin or sins too great for God to forgive if one has a repentant heart. If we say there are such sins then we don't understand the infinite power of Mercy that the sacrifice of Christ has afforded us.
Thanks be to God His forgiveness awaits us in sacrament of Confession, which is available at Catholic churches each and every week.
Peace,
Paul
|